My Cosmic Journal
2002
12/25/2002 (W): Early this morning, I had a lucid dream I was floating through a blue and cloudy sky. A male voice asked me, "Do you have lament?" I replied, "No." The voice then asked, "Do you require more...stimulation?" and I felt the onset of vibrations. I replied, "No, actually, I could use a little more rest." The dream then faded in response and I awoke. It felt like a year-in-review style inquiry.
12/26/2002 (Th): Had a lucid dream last night that I was flying around a city that had a carnival going on. But the atmosphere had feelings of bad things happening to family and friends that required them to move (especially my brother Steve who had to go to Mexico in the dream).
12/29/2002 (Su): Had a lucid dream last night that I was flying around a city that had a carnival going on. But the atmosphere had feelings of bad things happening to family and friends that required them to move (especially my brother Steve who had to go to Mexico in the dream).
12/29/2002 (Su): Before going to bed last night, I asked for a dream to show me assistance in my astral travel attempts. I then had a lucid dream last night that I was on a boat trip down a river to a sea. There were many individuals on this trip (including my brother-in-law) in many boats.
The many boats were peopled with folks divided into the same soul groups. At one point, I got confused about what boat I was supposed to be in and went swimming to different boats, looking for Cindy E., who I thought was in my soul group. I was told that by someone that she was in a different boat and to just enjoy my ride. Also, at one point, I found Pat L. on my boat.
In the early part of the journey, I saw cool-looking stingrays in the river, but was afraid to put my feet in the water because I imagined there might be sharks.
Although I am attracted to the visible wonders of the astral plane, I am (I guess) somehow afraid of what dangers there might be. I never saw any sharks, I just thought it was possible that there might be some.
During the course of the journey, I felt that I had made some poor choices about not packing extra and dry clothes, and not bringing sunglasses.
If I wet myself in the astral waters, will I be able to make myself properly dry enough to be comfortable? Am I spiritually ready to view in dimensions of great light?